I just don't understand...
What is love to you anyway?
Or do I know it better than you?
I doubt that...
Yet I know that we have loved...
Mine to you,
And yours to me...
There is no doubt about that...
My heart thundered because of your mere existence,
And yours I think,
Worked the same way...
Yet reality just isn't that simple,
We have too much in contrast,
We shared one love,
That bears different definition,
Yours and mine...
You said that we just not meant to be,
As lover for what they deciphered...
Seems you make it so clear,
If that is what you insisted,
Let us just be friend,
Friend that can share fellings and thoughts,
For we have learned each other's deepest desires,
No one know you better than me,
And also vice versa...
Yet still,
You tried so hard to keep yourselve away from me,
To block me from getting any news from you...
That makes me confused,
Why two persons that have loved each other so much,
Can turn out to be in this kind of situation,
Like we are enemy,
Two person who can't even get along...
Quarrel due to simplest thing,
And sometimes,
Not even a clue...
I don't understand why...
As I have been told,
You loved me,
Last time I checked,
I also felt the same...
Countless time we tried,
Mending the wound that cracked between us...
But no matter how hard we tried,
It doesn't seem to heal,
Nor turn worse,
It just stays...
Wounded...
My dear,
I never have thought that it would come to this,
Not even in the worst of my nightmare...
Believe me,
I had wish the best for you,
As a lover,
Or if you prefer,
A friend that loves...
And still do...
Sincerely,
I wish and pray,
everyday...
For I hope,
Time do cure...
Dare not hope to become lover again,
Because I had learned one thing,
That it isn't the point anymore...
I think you knew it too...
I'll wait,
Wait for the day to come,
For the day we become friend again,
And hopefully,
Last forever...
"My dear,
Just for you to know,
I have moved on,
As wished by you...
So I hope,
You,
If not are,
Will be too...
Wish you stay happy,
Forever..."
For those who care,
Pray for us...
Thanks...
